#i need to see a doctor about this
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#guys idk whats happening to my body but its scaring the shit out of me 😭😭 like why do my legs feel like they want to be seperate from my#body what is going on 😭😭😭 idk if i cant sleep bc my legs feel so weird its so distracting#i need to see a doctor about this#this has been going on for months but today its especially bad#bc uni started and im walking more#i have an essay due tomorrow at midnight and i requested an extension but idk if it will go through in time#also i have a test on friday that i havent had time to study for yet. i still need to catch up on a lecture for it. and i was meant to see#my friends on friday afterwards too :(((#really not having a good time right now#but im so glad dnp and you phreaks /aff are here to distract me fr#maybe everything will be okay#maybe#🙏#sage posting#personal#vent
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First meeting
#stobotnik#doctor ivo robotnik#agent stone#sonic movie universe#i hope you all are noticing what i'm doing with stone's clothes specifically#white shirt pre robotnik black to fit his goth boss then colors when ivo starts wearing red#also i know we all like to think robotnik hated being assigned an agent but i present to you:#he sees it as a symbol of status kinda. stone hates being here#it just feels right to me. it's not that robotnik thinks the agent will be useful at all#he's just pleased that he got one#everyone else has an assistant why shouldn't he?#this ties to a very very stupid headcanon i have#and it's that robotnik's blood type is O negative#HEAR ME OUT he would hate that. he would hate being an universal donnor because he doesn't care about saving lives of humans ew#but then stone is also O negative so that means robotnik can receive blood from him if necessary#and that's mostly the reason why he was chosen to be his assistant#ivo is too important to die! and O negative blood isn't that common#Stone knows but probably no one told robotnik#then of course imagine stone getting injured and needing blood and ivo is like wait i can do that it doesn't matter what his blood type is#you get the point#i think. i'm pretty sure there was a point#oh well#oh the no hr joke. they're a shady goverment organization i don't think they treat their people that well#that being said maybe robotnik's treatment of stone was the reason they had to get an hr department who knows
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I’m Me
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#doctor who 60th anniversary#doctor who the giggle#fourteenth doctor#14th doctor#fifteenth doctor#15th doctor#screenshot redraw#art#my art#i didnt do the background bits but i felt it would’ve just been distracting if i did#anyways chop chop music boy i need 15ths theme online to blast 24/7#bigeneration is weird but i can dig it#unsure about the concept that All the doctors bigenerated but we'll just have to see what rtd does with it
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So, hm, I may have my attention span stolen by yet another god of Discord. Lux was absolutely amazing in his lil disguise, and, well- that leads to yet another tarot card.
But oops, I tripped! There might have been a slight addition to the card, in the form of three other gods of the Pantheon, and one very distressed Doctor.

(Don't be fool, I'm sure he's having a great time. We know how much he likes dangerous murderous people, especially the blondes one)
Why the Five of Wands, tho? Well, that's actually very easy to answer- because that's The card for Discord. What else than the Pantheon to represent it? It's a card that express conflict, as in, you're un the midst of a battle (poor you, Doctor) that you simply can't escape. Don't expect to solve it with nicey dialogues and come to any common ground: everyone is stuck on what they want and cannot be bothered to hear what the others have to say. Maybe they simply couldn't be bother to care, vast beings that they are; all the more frustrating, because you know that if you could have them hear you out, much good could come from an association. It's complete chaos and disorder, from the whole human race driven mad by a giggle, or an entire theater of missing people. All you can do is rise above the mess; if they won't listen to reason (or a proposal to go play among the stars, which may or may not be due to your inability to be normal about blond murderers), then, you'll have to take action. You have to try to LISTEN. If you really do, well- you might actually find a surpringly nice end to the conflict you brought. Looking at you, Toymaker. Gonna make you eat your "and yet", idiot.


The card also stands for change and instability, which is the very thing those gods stand for- as shown by the effect they have on your reality, and the consequences they can bring upon your world. Tho the change, sometimes, can be positive; every transformation is not from flesh to dust. Maybe, sometimes, you'll get to turn into infinite light or something (if you're lucky and don't end up eaten by your own piano, or origamied into your own realm made small). All in all, this chaos is ultimately the source of dreadful inner conflict for you. Your perspective is constantly challenged by someone else, by new informations, and your approach to the growing problem cause you a tone of moral dilemmas.
Unfortunately, it does not look like it's going to get better for you, Doctor. Oopsie!


And there we are, for the eleventh Doctor Who tarot card of the lots! To think that this all started with wanting to draw the Masters, and now, I'm sixty cards in. We're nearing the end....




#doctor who#tarot project#five of wands#the toymaker#the celestial toymaker#neil patrick harris#maestro#dw maestro#dw#dw fanart#jinkx monsoon#15th doctor#pantheon of discord#mr ring a ding#lux#dw lux#sutekh#i don't like sutekh much I'm gonna be honest#but i needed a fifth figure#should have drawn the master now that I think about it...#ah but then I would have wanted to smash him with the Toymaker AND the Doctor which is not today's subject#would anyone be interested in seeing such a thing by the way#anyway where was I#ah yes#dw sutekh#doctor who tarot card#alan cumming#ncuti gatwa#lux imperator#didn't resist to make his eyes yellow he just looked too SOFT AND CUTIE as he disolved into the light of creation
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As cameras becomes more normalized (Sarah Bernhardt encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use cameras because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by manufacturing companies. I paint not because I want a painting but because I love the process of painting. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
if i have to explain to you that using a camera to take a picture is not the same as using generative ai to generate an image then you are a fucking moron.
#ask me#anon#no more patience for this#i've heard this for the past 2 years#“an object created and controlled by companies” anon the company cannot barge into your home and take your camera away#or randomly change how it works on a whim. you OWN the camera that's the whole POINT#the entire point of a camera is that i can control it and my body to produce art. photography is one of the most PHYSICAL forms of artmakin#you have to communicate with your space and subjects and be conscious of your position in a physical world.#that's what makes a camera a tool. generative ai (if used wholesale) is not a tool because it's not an implement that helps you#do a task. it just does the task for you. you wouldn't call a microwave a “tool”#but most importantly a camera captures a REPRESENTATION of reality. it captures a specific irreproducible moment and all its data#read Roland Barthes: Studium & Punctum#generative ai creates an algorithmic IMITATION of reality. it isn't truth. it's the average of truths.#while conceptually that's interesting (if we wanna get into media theory) but that alone should tell you why a camera and ai aren't the sam#ai is incomparable to all previous mediums of art because no medium has ever solely relied on generative automation for its creation#no medium of art has also been so thoroughly constructed to be merged into online digital surveillance capitalism#so reliant on the collection and commodification of personal information for production#if you think using a camera is “automation” you have worms in your brain and you need to see a doctor#if you continue to deny that ai is an apparatus of tech capitalism and is being weaponized against you the consumer you're delusional#the fact that SO many tumblr lefists are ready to defend ai while talking about smashing the surveillance state is baffling to me#and their defense is always “well i don't engage in systems that would make me vulnerable to ai so if you own an apple phone that's on you”#you aren't a communist you're just self-centered
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It took a million watches but I'm pretty sure the intended interpretation of season two is that the Doctor and Rose are dating. Like not even mutual pining like they actually are dating. They kissed at the end of season one, The Christmas Invasion Rose is going on to her mom about their relationship and how she thought they were something, and in New Earth Rose calls the day the sun expands their "first date" then Cassandra is in Rose's body and makes out with Ten and he doesn't really question it just says "Still got it."
Like ship it or not, I do think the intended interpretation is that they are for realises dating. Which makes season three make even MORE sense! Martha has a crush but she isn't Rose. "Rebound" like it wasn't mutual pining they were DATING!!!!!!!!!!!
#Do you know how many times I've watched this and I'm just now getting it??????#I mean I assume it was semo-contextual so it could be up to interpretation. Need to get better at seeing straight subtext apparently.#Doctor Who#Tenrose#Time Petals#Timepetals#Rose Tyler#Tenth Doctor#10th Doctor#Ninth Doctor#9th Doctor#Yeah so now after this revelation I'm rewatching the whole season under this perspective to see if I'm right or wrong.#Mutual pining or dating? I'll find out. It won't change how I feel about the ship. I like it but it's not super compelling to me.#I just wanna know what conclusion I'll come to.#Personally I perfer the mutual pining because it makes Doomsday ten times sadder. And bbg I cry every time.
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Together
#I'm a simple man. I think about the Gallifrey Gang and I black out#I've been seeing people talk about the new Echos Through Eternity audio and it made me think of Them (I need to listen to it 😭)#Gallifrey ot3 (sorry Brax)#Gallifrey Audios#Narvin#Leela of the sevateem#Romana#Romana ii#Doctor Who#dweu#bfdw#Fan art#Big finish#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#very sketchy because I drew this in a blur while listening to Wasteland lmao
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avery explicitly using the word 'throuple' to refer to the three of them, ody3 hot tub cuddling sesh, captain massey referring to said cuddling as '...whatever this is', a joke about the threesome, a 'you can love two people at once' speech delivered by quinn fabray playing a hallucinated dead wife (also in a hot tub), avery sneaking both max and tristan into the operating room for her surgery... i can't quite believe it but a throuple endgame on doctor odyssey is actually fully within reach
#esp since the finale is written as a potential series finale i doubt they'd resolve the 'love triangle' any other way. crazy#like what kills me about them is that every episode max and tristan will go 'avery i wish youd be with me'#while the other man is right next to them. yet they NEVER fight about it instead theyre always just like 'no wayyy me too :)'#like besties... i dont think either of you are as attached to monogamy as you claim to be 😭😭😭#in general this episode was sooo delightful probably my favourite so far#also the gratuitous sexy shots of max and tristan had me in TEARSSSS. so so unnecessary. the shower scene had me CRYING#it was to express his love of soap you see. we needed shots of him sexy lathering up in the shower because. he loves soap.#i love this stupid show so much i doubt a s2 is likely but i need it like i need air#personal#doctor odyssey
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whimsinoia is gonna have a bit of a delayyyy but!!! i will make small animations for it in the meantime (yes theyre back to normal dont ask why im too lazy to explain)
#Just be happy angel is no longer a overworked teacher he got promoted to a doctor again#also dont worry about leon#the lola genderswap design#he will still exist#i think#we'll see#changes need to be made and thats why its being delayed
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A fierce duel commences!
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#game dev diary#This was a test to figure out busts (art style & methodology as well as implementation & uploading)!#Game progress is going well! It is not the most showy content at the moment though....but soon!#I have made more spritesheets + wrote a 20 page script for the beginning of the game + lots of mechanical stuff.#OOH and our main town has a map and I've hammered out most of the major character designs!#(I have a comic I will share later this week about how character design talk in a team setting has been going so far.)#This gif is to share a little bit of whimsy and joy with you all. Because we are having so much fun!#Fanart like this is great for practicing a new medium! Also very few people would care to see my custom windowskins.#(This gif is pre-custom windowskins sadly. Next game dev update will have them though!)#Thank you all for being here at the start of my journey B*)#By the way yeah I do think WWX would be a menace when it comes to taking his medication.#WWX's toxic masculinity trait is thinking he's invincible and doesn't need medication.#He would get worms and go 'Nah my immune system will handle it.' Which. No. Please take worms seriously.#LWJ on the other hand would be the model medication taker. He's got a schedule. A weekly organizer. He's a doctor's dream patient.
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Nico di Angelo so bambi coded it’s getting crazy like these are the same two images


#im so crazy about Nico Doe Angelo everytime I see a pic of a doe I get a physical need to quote it with “nico di Angelo???#doctor will I survive?#it’s a sickness#a sickness I’m proud to have#pjo hoo toa#percy jackon and the olympians#nico di angelo#pjo#solangelo#tsats#the sun and the star
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We're drawing the idiots with traditional clothing from our countries? hell yeah, here's stobotnik as Argentinian gauchos!
Plus a very normal and not at all unhinged rant about mate (the thing they're drinking) in the tags.
#stobotnik#agent stone#doctor ivo robotnik#sonic movie universe#took some liberties because i wanted to keep their colors but yeah#now hear me out i've got a little ramble about that little thing they're drinking#so that's mate#so what's that? it's basically a hot drink similar to a tea but drank in a very special way#made with the yerba mate plant (contains caffeine so perfect for robotnik)#now the way this work is you pass on that little container thing (also called mate because why the hell not)#to whoever many people there are there#but there's only one person pouring the mate#so it always returns to them before they refill it with water to give to the next person#drinking mate when it is your turn doesn't take more than a couple minutes since it's not that much water because the dried yerba mate is#there. the person pouring the water also changes the yerba or adds sugar as needed#when preparing the first mate the person pouring it has to drink it#it's polite because usually the first one tastes awful so you know they take one for the team#i think obviously stone would be the one pouring the mate but since it's a constant thing he can't just give it to rob and leave#he has to be there and actually drink himself to know when to change the yerba#so you know. community. it's a very social thing#BUT THAT'S NOT ALL#there's a sort of mate language at play here#we all know it but i've never seen anyone actually use it#thing is depending on how the mate is prepared it can mean things#like if it's cold it's a way to say get the hell out#if it's sweet it means i love you#if it's very hot it means the person serving it is angry etc#stone would so do that to be passive aggressive towards other people#rob is like wdym? stone's mates are always great#also obviously we don't see it that way but if you want to get silly about it they're indirectly kissing
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I want to go home but I need to make a stupid doctors appointment while I’m here this is yet another ploy from god to make me into a fucking orca
#the joke is the whole “the trout population will be effected thing#except it’s orcas bc they’re better. and more suited to what I’m talking about. bc I need doctors appointment for bpd diagnosis#and orcas have such big brains they probably feel emotions stronger and better than humans#like how I manage to unlock new emotions like shrimp colours every time someone texts me wrong#my uni tutors can see this account what am I doing#hattieshutup
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So it's Kirk's birthday but Spock has to work so Bones shows up at the door in these skintight hoochie cowboy pants with a bottle of really strong illegal liquor and hands Kirk a little pouch and Kirk's first question is whether the pouch contains Klingon aphrodisiacs like that's a perfectly normal thing Bones sometimes brings over and I'm not supposed to ship McKirk?
#and then bones goes and does the most bisexual chair sprawl i have ever seen in my life#when kirk is done pouting about being older and needing glasses bones is going to give him his real present#bones is a bit older than kirk and he's about to remind him six ways to sunday that age is just a number#i just picture spock calling bones and saying “i have to go to space tonight can you please go show our guy a good time for his birthday?#also i got him a rare book from that antique place he likes”#and bones responds with “dammit spock you know he won't even be able to see the damn book because he needs glasses so bad#and besides i thought we had agreed on giving him a sandwich tonight”#and spock answers “i'm afraid it will just have to be an open-faced sandwich tonight doctor#but i promise to make it up to you both next time. have fun.#oh and if you wanted to bring some more of those klingon aphrodisiacs from last time i'm sure he'd be into it”#and bones grumbles something about being the backbone of this fucking polycule#but secretly he loves being needed and saving the day with both his medical experience (with the glasses) and his perfect dick#star trek twok#mckirk#mcspirk#bones mccoy#james t kirk#sim speaks#my posts#sim goes nuts in the notes
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#the master#missy#gomez!master#simm!master#doctor who#dwedit#dw#*#Thinking About It Today.#like. the utter self-sabotage.#wanting NEEDING to remain unforgiveable.#to go 'see. he'll never really want me on my own terms. as i really am.'#and the first line is crazy. when thinking abt ten's 'i forgive you' followed w/ 'you're just going to keep me?'#yeah. the doctor putting the master in a cage again and again and again is. something.
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until i recently read posts on here about how there is an inherent queerness to the doctor and rose's relationship in how it's unspoken and filled with yearning that i'd never really considered that element, despite knowing for ages that RTD is gay but. man. it's just reframed a lot of the series for me, like the idea that you have this lonely man who's just watched his people die and is self-destructive and misanthropic and traumatised and he can love again and he wants to but it has so many risks.
but especially S3 and how it adds even more weight to the doctor's grieving widower status. how he tells martha that he and rose were together but martha refers to rose as a friend to tallulah; the fact that he can only say they were together once she is gone; how the only other person that both can feel how he feels but also understands the depth of his feelings is jack, a queer man himself. and I've been thinking to myself lately oh, it's ok, the doctor and rose probably accidentally got married on at least one planet or something but also the point is that there was no official title that could convey to people the extent that they meant to each other, that the doctor can really only tell donna that rose was his friend even though it is so wholly inadequate and she comes to see that by the end of the episode (and martha too of course). how people who saw the doctor and rose together assumed they were a couple, like on krop tor, but once there's no more physical evidence of the relationship it becomes more vague (and simultaneously clearer).
anyway something about how christopher eccleston said he based his portrayal of nine on RTD and something about RTD saying that his husband is "in every good man i write now" and how the doctor and ruby seeing each other in the club mimics his first meeting with his husband aka the one moment he would use a time machine to go back to hmmm
#doctor who is fundamentally about grief and then i watch rtd era 1 and it's about grief like :0 oh my godddd#sidenote grieving widower ten needs its own tag on ao3#it's about the grief and the loss and the mourning and the loneliness#also this is not martha slander there are a million reasons to refer to rose as a friend#both real world and canonical and she was never directly told anything#but him not actually telling her what happened to rose and their exact relationship is kinda the point#doctor who#timepetals#meta#also yes rtd's husband was alive when he wrote end of time but. ten seeing rose at his end but their beginning...#yay queer readings of dw nay rtd as a person btw#dw meta
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